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DOB: 08/04/92 (15)
Music: classical.
Movies: She's the Man, Mr & Mrs Smith, The Day after Tomorrow, Tokyo Drift, A lot like Love
Loves: drawing, writing, movies, reading, thinking. && Running away
Loathes: Rules && other things that is meant to tie people down.


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b o o k s

Geisha - Arthur Golden
Pride && Prejudice - Jame Austen
Lord of the Rings - J.R.R. Tolkien
shendiaoxialv - jing yong
Special topics on Calamity physics - Marisha psssl

t h i n g s

Fountain pen
notebook && diary
novels
ice-cream
chopsticks

i l i v e ...

adventure
friendship
risks
tears
laughs

i d e s i r e

understanding
something better ...


» They say ...
Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting ...
- Peter Pan

You never know, if you never try...

When the runway ends, you know it's time to fly.

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

For no particular Reasons

 
Currently Reading
The Neddiad: How Neddie Took the Train, Went to Hollywood, and Saved Civilization
By Daniel Manus Pinkwater
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Twilight - what do the characters think of you.

Your best friend - Jasper. You've been turned into a vampire and are a member of the Cullen Family. You are shy and quiet but underneath your surface lies a fierce warrior who knows how to love unconditionally. Your main goal is to protect your loved ones and keep everyone around you safe and happy.
 
Emmett - thinks you too calm and sedate to be for real. Nothing makes him angrier than when you beat him at a wrestling match and don't boast about it. He can't wait until your newborn strength fades and he can take you on and learn if you're really skilled or just strong.
 
Rosalie - thinks you are a good influence on Emmett and thinks its funny when you beat him in wrestling. She hopes that you will soon find your own mate.
 
Jasper - your all time best friend. Only Edward understands why as you two mostly sit together in silence and play chess or sketch together.
 
Alice - saw that you would be Jasper's best friend for a long time and is happy that her vision has finally come true. She looks forward to spending more time getting to know you and is glad that you make Jasper happy and take time with him so she can go shopping more often.
 
Edward - thinks you are a very deep individual and enjoys spending time listening to your thoughts since he finds them very insightful.
 
Bella - doesn't understand you or why you were able to acclimate into the family unit so quickly.
 
Jacob - amazingly doesn't hate you. He doesn't understand how someone as quiet and thoughtful as you would willingly become a leech. Somehow you don't disgust him even though he normally hates vampires. He'd ham-string any of his brothers who tried to hurt you.
 
Carlisle - Is pleased you are a member of his family and works with you daily to help you gain control.
 
Esme - Just loves you and is happy to have another member in her family
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I have read Twilight, and New Moon. Kinda like it, very romantic. Only I think Bella is a little too dependable on Edward, personally I wouldn't be courageous enough to love that strongly. Especially in New Moon when Edward tried to convince her he didn't like her anymore. But still, I would've liked it better if she was a little more independant. Anyway, feeling bored lately so I took this quiz for fun.

Mirikito. A stupid quiz says that's my ninja name. I happen to like it.

Anyway, seriously now, recently, I've been feeling kinda down, like i'm missing out on life because I look into the future too much. But I don't see anything interesting now! So yea, I don't have many friends, in fact, I almost have none. I just don't identify with anyone and it's really tired trying to fit in all the time. And the fact that I don't trust people. But still, there has to be more to life than this.

Can't wait till the holidays ...

In fact, can't wait till next year. When I'll be away from home, ALONE, perfect time for a new adventure to begin. I think life is all about adventure, to go out there and just let things happen, what's the fun if we knew everything? And I think the darker side of life actually makes it more interesting. Maybe good things can't happen to us all the time because if it does, we won't know it's good anymore. So I think it's our job to find the balance and live life to the fullest, have fun and do crazy things. Why not if we don't hurt people? What is so wrong about going after our dreams? Why is having a stable life always better? Doesn't that mean giving up a big life, and being content as long as we can breathe and eat happily? Maybe i'm too young to understand, maybe I'm wrong, maybe i'm irresponsible, but i'd rather have a life of adventure even if it means being poor.

Anyway, enough of my useless rantings. I'm going to do something to cheer myself up.

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